i found one

a guy i don't understand

i love him
i desire him
i am intent on spending the rest of my life with him

i do not
can not
nor will i ever

understand him

that's all.

he is not ruled by sex drive
he does not like football
he has gay friends and loves them
he was not frightened away by my small daughter
he is responsible
he breaks al the rules of guydom.

he is the mould breaker

he is unique

he is so damn confusing

and he is mine

entry fiftytwo written 2002-04-13