hello, you

ever get the feeling like you are a million miles seperated from everyone you have contact with?

and have that moment in the store where you trip on your own shoe and no one notices and you get the impression you are moving through molasses and no one else can see you so its a shock when someone actually speaks to you

and then you just stare at them all shocked and they thinsk you're freak and walk away before you can even think of anything to say?

uuummmmm . . . . . me neither

i send you good thoughts and hope that you come back to your self soon

i miss the spunk and selfassuredness of the old azaezelya.
this recent lady is scattered and seems angry and frightened.