i'mnotadork!i'mafreaksilly!

i'd like to argue

but only a small point

i am soooo not perfect!

i get angry for dumb reasons
i am hypersensitive one second
and so nonchalant the next
i can read people and anticipate most anything
but then be so preoccupied i don't even notice the fingers i step on

i have the attention span of a flea
and a tendency towards ditziness
but it's really just a nervous habit.

i think totally inappropriate thoughts at all the wrong times.

i laugh at almost everything
i cry about everything else
i don't have much concept of a happy medium.

i love a good debate
i like to cheat in arguments
i can't stand dissention and i gave in too easy
then i do things my way, anyways.

i am completely irreverent.

and yet, like beauty, perfection is relative
and i feel he is both beautiful and perfect, too.

granted, some pretty shitty stuff has happened in my life
i lived.
i survived.
i am not going to let them stop me
because i win
~
it's my favorite game.


twentyone written 2001-07-13

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